Track Name: The Saddest Landscape - So Lightly Thrown
Let's give up, retreat. There is no point in fixing this. Let's give up, retreat. There is no hope in fixing this. We should really not be doing this. Shaking hands and ripped fabric let's make this as dirty as we can get. I know you heard I'm not okay, that things just slip away from me. And I have heard you are still drop dead gorgeous. Your smile is fatal. Your eyes a heart attack. We'll kiss until it shows, we will kiss until it shows, just tell me that we will make it through. This is what happens when two disposable souls fall in love. Can't you see it's killing us? This is goodbye. This is I miss you. This is no way out. This is starting over. This is claiming your own ending. Let someone else sing these songs, let someone else hold your hand, let someone else make you smile, buy you flowers, and calm your dreams. I just don't deserve you anymore. We all have a price to pay I guess mine was losing you, at this point it makes no difference. And you can't say you weren't warned, so cover your heart. Cover your heart.
Track Name: Trophy Scars - August, 1980
I fell in love. At second sight. At the end of the night. I told you you're beautiful. Yeah oh I wanted too. Days are getting colder. I felt the winter strangle the fall. Your birthday, then Christmas. Another year has come and gone. Then it was Spring and I couldn't wait to take you out dancing. But the sickness, the darkness, consumed my forsaken soul. And then it was June, but you wern't around. I wanted to find you. You told me not to look so damn hard but I did like you right from the start. Your baby teeth just chewing and gnawing my heart. You just wouldn't let it go. I didn't want you to. I shrugged off my armor, my weapons, and denounced my faith. I'm coming to get you, god be damned if he gets in my way. Cause if he does, I'll cut him in thirds. I'll cough up a prayer for him. My blood damns you father, the son, and the holy ghost. Then I'll wage war against anymore that dares to stop me from. I'll find you, I'll rescue you from the light my love. Feel the heat of their blood on the side of my throat. I can't get their taste off my tongue. I chewed through the bones, killed the kids, burned their homes. I felt their sharp soot in my lungs. You told me no. You wanted to leave. Because you couldn't love me. But baby, it's too late, they're all dead, what the hell did I do? what if you stayed? What if you did? What if you wanted to? I'm sorry I loved you, but it's all I think about.